Chasing Richmond

Are you an only child? Does it bother you much, when they say and think things about you because of that alone? Maybe you were just trouble, and maybe genetic and environment, don't matter, past a point. I'm a mother but not that kind of mother so I've never had to let go and yet go on loving, but I'm amazed; I'd "How do they do it?" but it would seem disrespectful, and some things need respect, and awe, and at least an equal scale of 1:1. We get trout and the love of competition bleeding, and the funk it brings out of pores flushed with the serotonin neck stretched sight of a kill; racing is rubbing but we like penetration, flips and fluid spills, blinking back, choking down.